It's reet weird. This week I've been the worst anxiety wise since my rock bottom back in Jan, I pretty much spent all day Wednesday and Thursday crying and worrying. However today I woke up feeling like I've been hit over the head with a confidence stick. Which was great because it meant that me and wiggles could attend our very first rhythm time class, woohoo!
Things Monkey Liked:
• pretty spinning lights
• the multi-coloured parachute
• the bouncy song
• staring at all the other babies and all the other mums and pretty much ignoring me
Things Monkey Didn't Like:
• feathers (which makes sense as her dad is scared of feathers. don't ask)
• clapping her hands at the end of each activity. rigor mortis set in for some reason and she refused to move her arms
Things Mummy Liked:
• battling the churning of my stomach and the thoughts saying "it's too much, you can't do this" and dragging my arse there
• the cute sticker given for monkey to wear
Things Monkey Liked:
• pretty spinning lights
• the multi-coloured parachute
• the bouncy song
• staring at all the other babies and all the other mums and pretty much ignoring me
Things Monkey Didn't Like:
• feathers (which makes sense as her dad is scared of feathers. don't ask)
• clapping her hands at the end of each activity. rigor mortis set in for some reason and she refused to move her arms
Things Mummy Liked:
• battling the churning of my stomach and the thoughts saying "it's too much, you can't do this" and dragging my arse there
• the cute sticker given for monkey to wear
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